Cerita Hati

The Hardest Part of Broken Heart

For someone out there who torn my heart apart : it’s okay. If we are meant to be together, how far we apart, we’ll get our way back.

Hey, dude. How’re you? I hope you’re fine. Since we grew apart, I do feel good. But, it doesn’t always mean that we’re fine, right?

Uhm… honestly, I just wanna tell you something. About a sad story of broken heart. A story about moving on. A story about forgetting those memories. And a story about journey to be a better muslimah.

Did you know the hardest part of us?
Did you know the hardest part of being loved?
Did you know the hardest part of stuck in LDR?

I’m pretty sure you know that. Now, I ask you a different question:

Did you know the hardest part of broken heart?

I’m pretty sure you have no idea how it feels like. yeah, since we decided to ‘break-up’, we ended up like strangers. Actually, it’s totally funny! Two years been so close, and then we just like…

Mutants? Cause strangers are  much polite, I guess. Probably we’re similar to mutants. Different, lonely, don’t know what to do, even we missed each other badly.

Ouch. I talked nonsense too much.

Well, dude. The hardest part of broken heart is, you realize that you won’t be same person like you did when you’re together. Cause you’ll avoid to remembering his sweet actions. Here are the details!

The hardest part of broken heart is, you realize that you won’t be able to say “Hello” to other even he is or she is so da*n cute. Cause you can’t make sure if you’re moving on or not yet. And then, you’ll just go away without trying to flirt.

The hardest part of broken heart is, you realize that you’re still in love with him but you’re too naive  to confess.

And the very hardest part of broken heart is, you realize that you wanna be a muslimah, totally istiqomah, even it’s difficult to forgetting him who stayed long enough in your heart and your mind, you still wanna be a better person according Islam.

I do realize I’m still so far away from those sholehah muslimah. But, once again, I decided to break up with you, didn’t mean that I’m not in love with you anymore. For the hardest part of broken heart is moving on from you and walking forward closer to reach Allah swt. ‘s ridho.

Aamiin. 🙏😇

Sometimes you have to be apart from the people you love, but that doesn’t make you love them any less. Sometimes it makes you love them more. -The Last Song.

Sincerely,

A girl used to be your dearest.

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